The brokenhearted, the crushed in spirit…..
I have these waves of emotion. Moments in time. Places in my life where I stop and crumble. I scream inside, “What am I doing?!” “How can anything continue on…” I reel in a panic, I want to move as...
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Waking up, day after day, first thought – he is gone. Get up, work at shaking off darkness, and move feet forward. Everyday, the same. Most days able to function, able to progress. Some days,...
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Isolation Alone inside a crowded room, different among those who we were similar yesterday. Screaming but silent. Sobbing internally. … Broken from the core and never really understanding “what next”....
View ArticleHow Do We Stop The Pain?
How do we stop the pain? Some use drug therapy, some abuse drugs. Some go through psychoanalysis and therapy, some talk to those around them, and others keep it inside. Some turn to spirituality as...
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It is so hard to get from Point A to Point B on some days. Not in a miserable or sick way. More exhaustion from anticipation, or dread, or fear. Explaining this to someone who is not feeling what you...
View ArticleLine of Demarcation
“A line defining the boundary of a buffer zone or area of limitation. A line of demarcation may also be used to define the forward limits of disputing or belligerent forces after each phase of...
View ArticleDragons and Alligators Amongst Us
Dragons and Alligators Amongst Us Leslie Beery “A certain darkness is needed to see the stars” I am a piece of energy that connects to other electric elements in life. Just like you, I also have...
View ArticleWhen Someone Dies
What happens when someone dies? We become sad. We mourn, we wish they were still here, we feel cheated, guilty, angry, and sometimes even stuck in the “I cannot go on” phase. But what else happens?...
View ArticleRainbows & Random Thoughts
A lot of us will never know why. The expectation that we will find an explanation has passed for some of us, but for others it is on the surface, and raw. There might come a day for you, like it did...
View ArticleThe Attitude Project
I refer to myself as a project in progress. A deeply complex one. What rises to the surface is where the project becomes either difficult or easy. My attitude takes hold of how the day will play out,...
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